Update

So I have had to readjust my goals....I didn't make my first mini-goal...but that is ok. I have to be grateful that I lost 20lbs and that people actually noticed when I went back to California. Which I will admit, made me feel great! Now that I am back in Cali, I just have to refocus and regroup. Excuses are not an option anymore and I know that I HAVE to do this now. So my next trip to Cali is in January. So I would love to be down AT LEAST 30lbs!

I know I can do it...I just have to kick it in gear and look at the big picture.


So I will post my new goals, once I hop on the dreaded scale, and see what damage I have done in the past two weeks!

Random Thought

So my good friends just went to Vegas for my friend Eugenia's Bachelorette Party....I was really sad that I couldn't go with them. However, in hindsight I started thinking about how I didn't want to be the fat girl parading around the pool with my thin, gorgeous friends. I know I shouldn't think like this, but I honestly couldn't help but be thankful that is just wasn't in the budget to buy two plane tickets within a 2 weeks span of time.

I am down almost 20lbs now, and although I am happy about it....it makes me think more and more about how much longer my journey is. Setting small goals is the key, but I am the type of person who is ALWAYS looking at the BIGGER picture.

I will say this....I fully intend on having an awesome trip to Vegas planned, once I hit my goal weight....it is a must for me. It can be like a reward for myself! So I am going to invite all my girls, so we can parade around the pool together! And I won't have to be ashamed or self-conscious about my body!