So like I said before...I hadn't stepped on the scale in 30 days..as of today. And when I did step on the scale...I LOST WEIGHT! I couldn't believe it really...I just knew I was going to step on the scale and have gained 5lbs. But no, I actually lost 5lbs. I haven't been at this weight in 4 years! And it felt so good, I couldn't help but cry and tell myself silently, "I did it!".
I know that people say that it shouldn't be about the number. However, at this point in my journey...it so is! Yes, my clothes fit me now like I'm channeling my inner 90's with baggy pants...but the number is more important to me. Its so important because of my BMI and the fact that I don't want to see OBESE next to it EVER again.
Being able to post my good news on myfitnesspal.com felt great! It felt so wonderful for the ladies to congratulate me and tell me that I'm an inspiration...Me, and inspiration! The girl who ate herself to oblivion for over 7 years, is now an inspiration to others! I know that I have to push harder, because more now than ever, these wonderful ladies need to see that it is doable! I'm already inspired and motivated by them...and now they are by me.
Going to keep the momentum going by working out hard this week, and being good to my body. This time, I can't stop and I won't...no matter what!
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